Can someone please help me

Can someone please help me.

I am drowning.  I am trying so hard.
I am grinding all my teeth out of my head.  I can't afford the dentist.
I am sick, I can't afford the doctor.
I need a new alternator in my car, new hot water heater.
My back is in pain.
The tinitus is so bad in my ears I can't fall asleep.
The ringing in my ears gets louder every day.
I work all the time and still can't say above water.
I know I was wrong to think I had a husband who would help.
I wrapped up so much of my future in the fact we would have each other.
My plan was contingent upon having him.
He left me holding the bag and with a huge burden on my shoulders.
I am going to be out on the street very soon.
I hope every day that I don't have to stay in this world much longer because
it is getting too hard and overwhelming.

I am drowning.

I am packing and selling and planning for this to happen but I am trying to avoid it.
I don't have any family.

Wael was all I had.
Wael was all I had.

Please help if you can.

https://paypal.me/imanelwan


Thank you.