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Sunday, January 13, 2019

In this dream

In this dream I was moving to Colorado and I had a combination of a mobile home, RV, apartment and tiny home.  I passed Wael in the hallway and I planned to ignore him and walk past him but he grabbed me and pulled me to him.  "Don't give up on me," he whispered in my ear.  I could not hear him so I asked him to repeat it.  "Don't leave me.  Please don't leave me."

I communicated to him without words.  We went into my house and immediately started cleaning it.  I have not cleaned my house since Wael left in October of 2016.  We worked together silently and efficiently and quickly and ended up with several 13 gallon trash bags full of dog hair that the two of us swept up.  I thought it was great that we were finally doing something together in the house because we never did that before.  Wael had big dreams for it but was unable to sustain due to his mental illness.   We worked together and got the whole place cleaned very quickly.

I walked into the next room or maybe it was the next house or apartment - I don't really know.  I found one of my former classmates from Jordan sitting up in a queen size bed.  There was a basket full of alcohol bottles behind her on the headboard and she kept pouring herself a drink.  I told her I liked her (because she drank a lot) and then went back into the hallway.  I suddenly realized I was in a really big RV with several bedrooms and bathrooms, but the movers had brought all my furniture from Evansville and it was cluttering the hallway.

I went out the back door and found myself inside of a water tank that was part of a production line.  There were military personnel all around me.  I told myself it was to be expected since I was in Colorado near an Air Force Base.  The facility I had suddenly found myself in was manufacturing nuclear warheads.  Part of the process had them shooting down through the water tanks on a sort of railroad type bar.  They came by two by two taking up the entire space I was occupying.  One of the guys at the other end of the production line yelled at me to get out of the way.  I climbed up a ladder and then let the bombs pass me.  Then I hurried back into the tank to walk a little further before the next two came by.  I climbed out of the tank finally and looked up in the sky to see several fighter jets doing maneuvers.  Michael was there too.

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