The nightmares are back

I had a dream that I died.
I have chest pains, I stop breathing at night and sometimes I can't remember where I am.
Last night I looked around the house and suddenly it did not look familiar.  I struggled to
remember where I was in the world.  I was fixated on the blue curtains and all I knew was
that I was inside of a house, but I didn't know where in the world the house was.
Then I fell asleep.
While I was asleep I had a nightmare about Wael.
In this dream, I had died and since I left all my worldly possessions to Wael in my will,
he had come to the house to go through my remaining things.
My soul was still there and I was not really aware that I was dead.
Wael had brought a new woman with him.
She was blonde and younger than him and not a very nice person.
The two of them were just taking all my stuff and throwing it into a big trash pile
at the front door.
Things I had carefully sorted through.
I have already been selling off and giving away or throwing away most of my stuff
for a while now and what was left was the precious memories.
Wael and his new wife were just dumping them all -
throwing them away without even looking.
I started screaming "Hey, stop doing this!  These are the things I left for you, things
I wanted you to have." But he kept on working as if I was invisible.
So as in life, I was in death.
Invisible to Wael.
When Deanne had died, Wael just didn't care.  He never expressed sorrow.
He had moved on to his newest target - ME.
Now when I die - it will be the same.  It will be as if I had never existed.
Gone and forgotten.
And everything thrown in the trash to prove it.