BY THE WAY WAEL

You said that you wanted us to be together but I said no.

I didn't say NO.  I didn't say NO I don't want to be with you Wael.

What I said what that I wanted the abuse to stop.  I wanted you to stop hurting me and stop deflecting when I tried to speak and stop making me cry.

That was too "hard" for you.  So you said NO.

It was YOU who said NO to us.

NOT ME.

It was YOU who decided that meant "kissing my ass for the rest of your life."
It was YOU who decided to RUN AWAY rather than for a fucking second of your precious time, consider MY FEELINGS.