When he walked into our home for the first time

When he walked into our new home for the first time he said "I'm not even going to bond with this place because I'm not going to be here that long."

It never occurred to me at the time, that he felt the same way about me.  His bond to me was superficial.  It did not go below the surface.  He saw me as a "thing" as a thing that existed in his life, but he did not LOVE me deeply and was not bonded to me.  I was as disposable as the next thing.