NOT GENUINE

Now it makes sense why Wael was always telling me that I was not genuine.  It was a projection that he was not genuine.  The hardest part for me is and has been realizing that it was never real to begin with.

But I should have known that all along. 
A narcissist wants blind loyalty.  You be loyal.  You be honest.  You be genuine.  You forgive them...  The same rules do not apply to them.