Why

why god why did I matter to no one
Except the one who treated me like this
And abandoned me

Why did you make my life so worthless
that no one loved me or noticed me
or remembered or cared

No mother
no father
no husband
no sister
no brother

Why did you put me in this world
to be totally alone and to die invisible
unnoticed

Why did you  show love only from someone
who was not capable of love

Why did you put me in this world for only
This pain.
Please god let me leave this horrible place.
I don’t want to be here anymore.
I can’t go on.

Why do you leave me here when I would
gladly change places with someone who
wants to be.

There is nothing here for me.